I want my mind back! What did I think about before this hideous pandemic? It's kind of like when I was pregnant, all I could think about was wow there is a baby in my womb. And all day long I'd be in baby land. Or when I had breast cancer and all I could think about was how can I heal, I want to live. Or when I had fantastic sex after a long dry spell and all my mind would do all day long is go back to particular moments; the hair pulling , the strategic bite, the breathing, on and on.
In the past the baby was born, the cancer was cured and the lover faded away. I want my mind back!
But this pandemic seems to change everything. I wake up heart pounding and all day it's there. I meditate and pray and exercise but it's still there. I try to be vigilant at night but it is still looming.
God help our planet, God help us please. I want my mind back!
It's so frustrating how unprepared out country is. The USA had time to start to prepare. To recommend social distancing in January not March. To give incentives to companies to make masks and protecting clothing for hospital workers, and even get the public prepared for closures. But human nature seems to prefer denial. It won't come to America. We are invincible. But it came and it's bloody scary and it isn't going away any time soon. WE are all vulnerable. We could be carriers, we could get sick, we could die .
I want my mind back! I want to think happy thoughts, see friends smile and do kind things for each other in person. I want to think about what to bring to the next pot luck, or how I can help a friend in need or maybe even fantasize about seeing that lover again.
I want my mind back! So please everyone wear a mask, do social distancing, stay home as much as possible, take vitamin C and D and immune boosters. Thank you everyone for all the fun things you post and the information on how to stay safe. I want this pandemic to be over sooner than later I love everyone and want you to be safe. Then I can have my mind back.
In the past the baby was born, the cancer was cured and the lover faded away. I want my mind back!
But this pandemic seems to change everything. I wake up heart pounding and all day it's there. I meditate and pray and exercise but it's still there. I try to be vigilant at night but it is still looming.
God help our planet, God help us please. I want my mind back!
It's so frustrating how unprepared out country is. The USA had time to start to prepare. To recommend social distancing in January not March. To give incentives to companies to make masks and protecting clothing for hospital workers, and even get the public prepared for closures. But human nature seems to prefer denial. It won't come to America. We are invincible. But it came and it's bloody scary and it isn't going away any time soon. WE are all vulnerable. We could be carriers, we could get sick, we could die .
I want my mind back! I want to think happy thoughts, see friends smile and do kind things for each other in person. I want to think about what to bring to the next pot luck, or how I can help a friend in need or maybe even fantasize about seeing that lover again.
I want my mind back! So please everyone wear a mask, do social distancing, stay home as much as possible, take vitamin C and D and immune boosters. Thank you everyone for all the fun things you post and the information on how to stay safe. I want this pandemic to be over sooner than later I love everyone and want you to be safe. Then I can have my mind back.
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