not sure which way will relieve me of the pummeling,
limbs tossed in unnatural ways, sucked up and thrown down, effervescence bubbles up my nose and into my throat, surrounding me into the depths I reach for, continually being crashed into.
Surviving deeply, where is out, where is up?
blinded by the tumultuous rhythm that bleeds inside,
pulsating through this earthly body.
having trouble finding my self in this abyss.
darkness sets into my being with the continuous roar
that permeates the mind, its chilly.
stilted movements come, like a stiff doll.
stinging in my eyes, nose bubbles sucking in the salty cold,
wanting to breathe. being taken further out into the abyss,
darker into the shadows. where is hope? where is light?,
seeing shadows of others, scares my bones, becoming peaceful,
there is no struggle. allowing the surge to take me away,
twisting tongues lick my toes, shrouding me in slime, closing my limbs,
i fight for air, stealing me, tossing me, darkly churning,
giving up, i rest against undulation,
flopping into a ball, closing in the depths, my heart beckons to the light, seething with life, i struggle against this force of darkness,
the rough scrapes my skin, grasping I fall again and again.
quiet are the shadows I plow through, seeking, the way up.
washed clean, drenched alive,
ready for the next wave of the unknown.